This few weeks i'm so want to study lo !
Dont know why li..
weird !
I had a WEIRD dream again..
That made me felt cant love someone except you !
In that dream i heard you cry ah.
And suddenly my heart felt really very hurt..
You said i didnt believe you..
I didnt believe your words..
And you cry n cry..
Till i awake..

Maybe i must wait for you y ? >.^

Just now i went to Vihara Sasana Diepa..
So long time dont go there..
I need more active to go to there..
ahha...
I have to prepare now..
Metta already more nearer and nearer..
We have to sing 2 song..
ahaha
Wish everything smooth..
haha,,
Buddha Bless Us,,
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu..

He gonna make me crazy aaa..
I wanna know who is beloveddddd one !!!..
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24-26 Desember 2010

Aku pergi ke Malaysia tgl 24..
naek kapal sampai di kukup..
lalu langsung naik taxi ke Johor Bahru 1 jam..
dah sampai disana..
prg kedai mam bentar then naik bus ke Kuala Lumpur 6 jam..
-,-
capek..
sampai di hotel dah malam..
qa bsa oud lg..
ahhahaha...
kita tgl di hotel Sunway Resort..
5 stars..
mahal.
1 kamar RM 900
kita sewa 3 kamar..
jd RM 2700
then tgl 2 hari..
RM 5400..
$$
mahal..
ahhahaha..
Then pas jam 12 aku sms dia..
4 lembar sms..
pulsaku lgsg hlg 20 rb..
haha..
but nvmnd klu bsa greet org yg disuka..

Tgl 25..
aku pergi berenang..
aahaa..
asyik..
tp lumayan cpek sih..
then malamny kita pergi maen ice skate..
susah.
aku jath 1x..
lalu sakit banget..
ahahaha/..
n dingin lg..
tp asyik..
aku jd bsa sdkt maen ice skate..
aha..
tp kaki skit banget..
pegal pegal..
pinggang skit..
pake salonpas..
lalu skit qa ad selera mam..
-,-
ahaha

tgl 26..
pagi pagi dah bgun liw..
then mandi n pg hotel mam..
lalu bli oleh2 kc 5 org cewek..
maaf y bgi yg ga dpat...
bkan qamw bli..
tp ga sempat liw...
ahhaha..
sorry...
then siap mam naik taxi ke pudu raya..
1 jam..
lalu naik bus ke johor bahru n lalu ke kukup lg..
dikukup kita pg mam direstoran..
aha..
enak..
tp sakit pert..
tahan sampai plg deh..
n now lg mandi..
n miss him..
aha.
2 hari aku qa sms dia..
jd rindu...
gtw qa yha dia ad pkr gtu ga ?
ahah
qpp deh..
"wu suo wei"
yg pentg aku mw dia tw perasaan ku..
ahah

I dont want to go

Kamu selalu memaksa ku untk pergi..
kamu tw qa apa rasanya "paixe" ?
w dah janjian ama teman klu 26 ad lomba sama dia..
mrka udah berusaha untuk belajar..
tpi kamu blg..
kamu dah bli tiket untk perg malaysia..
mengapa kamu tidak ingin mendengar pendapatku ?
mengapa kamu tidak ingin menghargai perasaanku ?
MENGAPA ?? MENGAPA ??
kamu selalu begitu..
selalu bgitu..
TAK PERNAH BERUBAH !!
Aku benci sifat kamu...
sifat kamu yg selalu ingin memaksa...
nnt klu w dah pgi..
w qa senang..
kamu yg marh w..
kalian emang qa bsa lihat aku senang !!
qa bsa lht aku sendiri ~

My PKN just got 62..
Soooo low..
Didn't pass the KKM..
Math also..
Just got 60..
:(

4 days more already Christmas Day..
I want to go to Singapore with my friends..
But my dad doesn't want me to go..
A sad day Christmas without any friends ~

Stress !!

Today was so stress.
I don't want to study..
I'm hopeless..
I prepare to study PKN till midnight..
But when at the exam..
I cant..
Tomorrow will have Bioloqy, Physic and Computer..
I think Biology n Computer is quit easy..
So i just study Physic..
I want have a Blackberry..
But i'm too stress to face this exam..
I'm too tired..
I think i need rest..
My heart called me to rest..
My brain called me to Active all the day..
All the time.
I'm depressed..
And my head just now was so so so hurt..
Just saw his smile at sms..
Really made me happy..
I need someone accompany ~
:(

Hari ini ujian mate n conver..
mate susah..
ada soal kelas 1 lagi..
lpa caranya..
n ad yg panjang..
qa cukup 2 jam bwt w tuk bwt 45 soal itu..
-,-
semoqa qa merah d..
rank 4 plis..
1 want BB.
Buddha Bless Me...